POST 50!

finally i finished my 50 post Performance task and i hope i get credit. The troubles just to finish this is overwhelming and made me nervous. I thank everyone who reads my blogs and view them and i thank my self especially  for not procrastinating and getting this done before 5. im looking at my clock and i still have 47 minutes left to spare and im just so glad to get this done i thought i was going to break down because of all the other stuff i have to do for the other class's. I JUST HOPE THAT MY ENTRIES WILL BE ACCEPTED I JUST WANT THIS TO GET OVER WITH :(

Field Day

So field day is coming up next week i believe and i can't wait for it since its the first for the whole year. Last year when i was a freshman we had two field days, one at the beginning of the school year and the second on the last week of school. I had fun and i hope that this field day im having next week will top the last 2 from last year. Their are events taking place during the field day. I signed up for the 50 yard dash and 100 yard dash and all the other events except the crab walk. I'm hoping i do good in the race since I've been in track im thinking i'll be in between 4-6th place since there are some people i know that run FAST.

Valentines day a few months ago

Well there was this chick that i liked alot since we met back in freshman class and kept it a secret till my friends found out. So i asked her out the day after the last  day of school and sadly i was rejected. I was shooken down, but i didn't care because i knew this would happen and would come to no surprise. She told me she liked someone else and i found out who it was and was going to ask her out at the beginning of the year. During summer break he decided and got himself a girlfriend and she got pissed. I was just thinking " The Irony!" since i asked out her and was rejected only to find out that my friend that she like got himself a girlfriend. My friend was a year older than her. I don't plan on asking her again and have lost most of my feelings for her. I still like her, but not that much as i did last year. So valentines i see if she wants to go out with me, but without me asking her out which she didn't and i just gave up on her because there are a million other fish in the sea.

Carpal Tunnel

When i had a Carpal Tunnel it was just plain horrible it felt as if someone decided to put a rubber ball in my finger joints (wasn't hurting) and stiffen them. When i had it i always tried bending my finger and it felt like a chunk of meat was blocking it or blown. Basically my finger joints were swollen; it was mostly my right index finger and middle finger and my left thumb. It was probably because of playing WoW alot back then. I got the Carpal Tunnel back in january when my mom got me WoW as a birthday present.  I was being a nerd and playing it all day and night till i got to level 54 and got bored of it. When i think about it i never want to experience stiffness ever because in general i hate stiffness like in games when your characters don't have fluid movements and are stiff when doing something.

Gentle

I'm a gentle person with great friends, but don't talk to them as much  because i don't view myself as worthy to talk for them or because i feel uncomfortable. I'm shy around a group of friends that talk about sports and music and stuff. Although I may seem like i'm a gentle person it doesn't mean i get flared up; reason why is because i have years of anger in me and tend on keeping in me till i explode and see the last of my days. I'm amazing a poems and writings and good at my class's. But, my life is never intentioned for good things during my present times like lets say getting a girlfriend or talking to friends in group without feeling awkard. Think of me as the modern day nerd...

Post 45

Okay so i'm half way to getting my posts done and have to send the link to my blog to my teacher so she can check it. I have to send her the link to my blog before 5 O'clock; since my blogs are dated she would know what blogs are after 5 and will be considered invalid. So today was a bad day because its the beginning of the week for Performance tasks that is a big chunk of my grade.  My knuckles hurt from punching the wall and my head ache still hasn't gotten away although the event that just occurred was just a few minutes ago. See even im trying to make myself laugh to cheer me up.

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By god i get pissed at my mom because im trying to do my performance task and if i don't pass it in i fail for the 4th quarter and i get so frustrated tears run down and i punch the wall and she justs laugh. That is really **** up and im usually a gentle person, but im pressured to do this or i don't become a junior. I just got a headache because i tell them i HAVE to do this, but they take it any other day as if i were the same gentle person and they can push me around. NO! this is serious things and i have to get this done well i lost count of how many posts i've done and have to recheck again. Erf i hate it when i get angry and when i get angry purposely from something seriouse... i even tried choking myself from the frustration guys. There is just SO MUCH PRESSURE ON ME TO GET THIS DONE!

My Mum Pisses me off

Ok so i have to get in 50 posts and i just arrive home and trying to get started on my performace task for english. So my little sister is on facebook obviously because she always has nothing to do and i tell her to gett off because i need to do something more important then you being on facebook. She gives attitude and then goes to my mom who blows a **** because i kicked her off when she has to get off. If i dont do this i fail, but my mom thinks she thinks she knows everything. Mom is going to kick me off the computer and remove the computer just because i have to finish up this freaking 50 posts.

My Culture

Honestly i dont like my own race or in better terms this generation of dominicans or puerto ricans and last because they tend to disgrace spanish heritage. They tend to rob and join gangs and think they are kings. they are also racist against everyone almost like the KKK. You might think why do you hate your own culture, but the thing is how can i like them if they don't respect others  and their own bodies. Most hispanic teens get pregnant or have had sex or dropouts. There is Only a rare few that go to college. Im one of the few that have a dream to go to college and will try with all of our will power to acheive it. Im not saying that rare few is better or me, but i mjust saying that im that few that doesn't join gangs, have sex, use drugs, or dropout.

Well i was way off

Well i looked back at all my posts and now i noticed that im at my 41st  post this being it. i was off and was hoping i would be at 44 posts by now, but i was wrong. Well i need to pick this up because time doesn't stop to wait for those who are left behind. I have to catch up and gain time instead of wasting time since i tend to procrastinate most of the time. So far i've finished my math and science performance task. All i need left is to do my italian performance task (almost done), my math 3 (i have two math class's the one i finished was algebra 2), my US history 2 class and thats about it.

Back on MineCraft

So its been several months since i played minecraft and i decided to go back on it. Its amazing the things that happened over those few months and the updates the game went through. The real version of minecraft i have to pay but i don't want to because the cracked versions are way more promising. I can mod my game to whatever i want and and change my characters skin. this is what my skin looks like on minecraft http://www.planetminecraft.com/skin/d-35516/ and my characters name is kamodo1.
    My friend made a server so we can play together and we tested out a portal to the nether (Hell) in which previous updates didn't work but now it did. my friend carlos decided to build a bed for me and told me to sleep in it. I knew what was going to happen, i knew it was going to blow up and just did it for the heck of it. I blew up and just cracked up at the size of the hole it left.

Muscle Spasms and cramps

So lately i've been getting muscle spasms this week which really was bugging,especially since it was in my top right eyebrow and left leg. Luckily i had an appointment for a physical on friday and while i was there i asked my doctor whats with these spasms. He tells me its perfectly normal and can be caused by many things like dehydration or anxiety,etc. I was releifed because i thought it was because something wrong with my body. So I youtubed videos of muscle spasms and some how it led me to muscle cramps.
   There was one Particular Muscle Cramp that bugged me out. It was a cramp and a male's right leg calf, in which you can see the skin petruding in and can see the outline of the bone. Then it inflated out then back in and then started throbbinig. It give me shivers when i saw it hoped it would never happen to me. Luckily most of the time i get cramps they are in my feet which are still very painfull. I can't imagine the pain that guy went through.

The Performance Fair is Dangerously Close

Ok so the performance fair is coming in a few days and i have to have 50 posts by today. this being the 40th post all i need is to post 10 more and quick. The Deadline is 5:00 for thos who view my blog please give me support because this is big stuff for me and i get nervous with stuff like these. Once i get my 50 entries i was wondering if you guys can tell me which five is the best blog ive posted up. If no one doesn't give a comment i'll guess i'll pick out the ones that i think are the best to represent at the performance fair. Okay theres not much to say so i'll go on the next blog.

The Cook Out

Last Saturday I went to my friend Carlos's Uncles Cookout/Birthday Party. It was more of a cook out then party, but we were lucky that he invited us because the food was scrumptious. I had 2 ka-bobs, one hamburger, one hotdog, and two sunkist. I was so full i didn't eat the rest of the day. The smell eminating from the grill made my stomache want to just leap out and eat what was cooking. His Uncle Allen was the one who was  doing the cooking. The Birthday paty was also good, but i really didn't care because i was in carlos's house while the party was in the neighboring house.  We had some good fun and the people i mean by me are my sister esther, my best friend brian, and my friend amber.

Thank the lord shes fine!

So yesterday was my mum's birthday (happy Birthday to her) and it seemed like we were having a good day then it went bad when i came back home from school. Seems she was in a rush to go to the hospital because something was wrong with her heart. This wasn't her first time going to the hospital, she gets these heart problems because of stress. She came back later that day and the doctor prescribed medicine for her and her left arm and legs were hurting. Me and her friend had to help her in what way we can, when he left i had the responisiblity to care for her because my sisters never help her at all and im the only one that does. I helped walk her to the bathroom and kitchen and hold onto her left arm since it was bothering her. This morning shes feeling better and im getting dismissed from school at 1 for an appointment.

Let’s have Desert

We have all gazed into the baron landscape,

Full of dust,

Where vultures fly,

Lots of creatures dwell here,

But its no scenery,

But foretelling the future,

A prediction of fear,

You are no different from me,

In a couple of years we will become the same,

We will join,

The path you’re going this world shall vanish,

Mankind will be banished into the depths of this heat,

No life will emerge from the walls of the sand.

Helios’s Light,

He gave us life,

And we are taking it away,

Prometheus gave us fire,

Instead we burned the landscape,

The evil image of Greed in our heads,

It clouds are vision and there is enough to be said,

We watch as plants die and lives disappear,

Our childhood memories disappear,

Our veil of hope disappear,

This is all of Pandora’s box,

But at the end of the box,

Hope will appear.

Inches in the Snow

Oh cold and fluffy element,

Whos been with us through the years,

They drop like gold from heaven,

We stay inside eating warm food,

We go to where they cover the most,

A land mystifying at every range,

Makes those insane become sane,

Calm scenery where they sleep in harmony,

But we came forth with their enemy,

And burn them while they sleep,

They are disappearing from the world,

The frozen world’s time goes short,

They cry and yell

“What have you done!”

They’ve been with us since we were young.

Our World

Oh such radiance,

The colors fly,

Amongst the birds,

They’ll never die,

Their string of fate cannot be cut,

Like the door of dreams,

It’ll never be cut,

But what has the world come to,

We feed mother earth,

A poisonous stew,

She slowly dies,

Boo-hoo

The scary thought is,

That this dream is coming true

My attitude

Im a gentle kind of guy whos shy most of the time and is a pacifist some times. I've viewed life as a good thing, But the kind of people that live in this world i think shouldn't exist for evil they are. I tend to view them as if they never exist and just keep looking forward and made quality friends. While most people only make friends with people who think they are tough or skipped school or does drugs. Those are the kind of people who are stupid and have horrible life decisions skills. I would try to bring them into the right path and I've helped a senior graduate with my postive attitude and advice and i feel accomplished. If only my advice would work for everyone.

People who I think hold me back.

To me it would be my parents some times because lets say you have a really bad day and you just want to go to bed. Your mom comes in yelling at you about something like not cleaning your room or if your parents are dominican like mines (sadly) they would *discipline* you and that happened to me ALOT when i was a only a kid. Im sure it happens to you guys except most of you weren't *disciplined* often back then if you catch my drift.

Fears for me now

So far the only thing i fear now is the fear of things going wrong. Not one point in my life i would wants something bad to happen. Events back in middle school bad events occured and becames mentally unstable due to my old school. It wasn't fun, not fun at all and the thing is if i'm going to relive that past event again and i really dont want to.  I'm not telling you what the issue was because its a deep emotional impact in my life and somewhat physical impact.

Alrighty then

So its nearing towards the end of the school year and i have to deal with the finals and performance tasks. The Performance task is gunna be the troublesome part because it has to deal with BIG projects for each of my subject class's. So far i passed my math finals and english finals, but im not sure i took the other finals yet.
Once im done im going to relax on field day which is on the 22nd and then enjoyment of bieng a junior next year. When I'm a junior i just have to worry about 2 more years of school.

NOT THE PERFORMANCE FAIR :O

For those who don't know what the Performance Fair is well its a project that my academy does several weeks before the end of the school year. Basically teachers give you a BIG project for you to do through out the year. You have to be at the Performance fair and its manditory so if you miss it then you fail all your classes. Yeah so its really tough, but if i manage to pull through i'll become a Junior next year with all my friends. Which means closer to college.

Gangs shouldn't exist

I dont see whats the purpose of Gangs ever existing. Gangs are just a bunch of people who mostly unemployed, doesn't work for what they want, they steal, they can't stand up for themselves and need at least 5 other people just to fight one man, they bring weapons to a fist fight, and they kill innocent people just to get in a gang. Honestly the national guard should just comin and wipe them out this might be harsh, but almost all crimes that happen in the U.S are because of gangs. There are some people who kill themselves/suicide because gangs bully them non-stop. There was a young boy in chicago who had enough with this *poop* because two gangs where fighting at skewl. So he comes in and just tell them to stop, so two young kids come in with boards and start whailing on him and he stumbles onto the ground. Then a grown man comes in and takes a long chunck of wood and flings it at his head killing him instantly. There were cops there and couldn't do anything because there were too many people there and were waiting for back up. What I would have done when the grown man came was shot and killed him instantly and if the kids were to act up tell them just because your kids doesn't mean I wont do the same. If i were to get fired and go forward with open arms because then i saved a young life that was about to be ended by another. Note the fact that the boy who was killed was only 12 years old while the grown man was 35 years old.

Dads a cheat.

So when we left to the U.S iits because my mom was leaving my dad because hes a cheat and got himself another girl which i suspected that he would when i saw a picture of what he looks like. I've always asked my mom what he looks like and when i would meet him, but when she told me the story of what happened im don't ever want to see him. The bible saids to respect the father and mother and i have to, but i also learned a listen on what not to be like when i grow up.

I dont get it

So my mom got a Degree in the field of medicine relating back to the previous post, but when we moved to the U.S in 98 my moms degree was invalid here. So she had to get regular jobs and mom tells me that they still havn' sent the proof of her going to the university yet where at first I didn't believe she went to the university at first when I heard this.

My Mom and College

My mom went to a university when she was young and graduated in the field of medicine while dad bieng a wanker was a cheat. Although mom went to a University we were still living in a dump and up to this day I still dont know why? She does know a lot about medicine and when i get sick I follow my mums instructions and shortly after im good.

What im good at

Im really good at gaming so hence me being a game designer when i grow up. All of the games I own I've already beaten in between a week. The New Super Mario Bros, Metroid Trilogy, Resident Evil Zero, Resident Evil The Umbrella Chronicles, Castlevania Portrait of Ruin, Castlevania Aria of Sorrow, Castlevania Order of Ecclesia, Legend of Zelda Twilight Princess, and etc. So that shows im really good at gaming and the time it took all together would be a good 2 months were average people take more.

Passing all my classes

Before i was passing all my classes but one... History class and i was rocking a F. Which wasn't good because I REALY neaded to bring that grade up. Miraculously i managed to bump it up from and F to a B  by doing tests and LOTS of make up work and trust me it wasnt easy. The thing is History is one of my weaker classes because there is no flow or pezazz to it when history teachers try to explain. When history teachers try to make it fun they say your going to watch an education video and take notes and after that your fine... but your going to write an essay of a summary of what you saw. I just thought " WOAH hold on a sec."

Friends House

So i went to my Jhaniels house on Sunday After noon and played some black ops because its a fun and enjoyable game. Thats when he finally decided to download Grand Chase and I taught him the basics on how to play although it took him a while to find out the controls and still isn't used to it.So right now he wants to unlock a certain character, but it was taking too long for him so I decide to help him get the one he wants and is the easiest or second easiest to get.

My Friends Gift to me on my b-day

My friend Jhaniel and Juan couldnt get me a gift and said " Gerald we got you a gift... the gift of dissapointment). So to make it up they head to subway and buy me a sub so i give jhaniel 5 dollers to get me a sub. Jhaniel couldn't get me a sub and said ( @)_@ i was mugged ad beaten down) but i know he just too kthe money so Juan gave me half of his sub which delicous. My Friend Miguel gave me 5 dollers so i was good and didnt give jhaniel it. My friend Brian drew a picture for me and said he worked REALLY hard for it. I liked it but it wasn't good and he took it to the offense. So i told him " Brian its called constructive critcism and if people say your pictures aren't good then you will get better and a true artist is never satisfied with his art."

Terraria

I downloaded Terraria 3 days back and have gotten pretty far into it. I have all legendary items to mine, chop down trees, and kill zombies bosses, etc. Right now im looking for a server because most of the servers i go to dont work. Luckily Argenis made a server that hopefully works and we are gunna work together and start a new world where we have to work to get what we want. Funny thing he doesnt know I can mod or other words hack the game, but i dont want to because i wanna do this legitly.

Weird Feeling

So far heading into summer kinda feels weird. I don't know why I feel this but my brain keeps saying enjoy it as if it were your last. I'm not saying the world will end, but more like something in my life is going to change and im not sure if I should like it or not because it hasn't happened. Im not saying you should listen to what i say but i just have an inkling something is going to happen and im hoping it is something positive or...

My Presents

Well yesterday I got me presents from my mums friend. I got a ultimate game card ($20) and Monster Hunter 3 so I can play with my friends online. With the ultimate game card I redeemed it on grandchase.com; GrandChase is a side scrolling 3d fighter game with classes and characters for the players enjoyment. I also got myself a present for free its a game called Terraria and its a fine creative type of game. I can build worlds fight bosses and etc. Funny thing is its only 30 MB. I modded it and can get anything in the game, but i dont overuse it because then it would take the fun out of the game.

My B-Day Party

My birthday party was on saturday at 4:00 p.m. and I would say the best experience ever and didn't turn out the biggest mess in my life like what happened always in the last 15 years of my life ( i turned 16). My friends Brian, Miguel,J haniel, and Juan were there and im pretty sure it was an awesome party. My mom was doing my hair before the party; It was past 4 and Juan, Jhaniel, and Miguell just arrived. The first thing Juan does is open up sweaters zipper and stuff two balloons in and the zip it half way. He came  up to me and my mum and saids hey check  these out and my mum and I laughed and I took a picture of it. I posted it up on my facebook if you want  to see it and if you want to add me comment below and ill respond. We had a ballon fight and my sis recorded it; then i became a cake ninja and put cake on my face making it seem like war paint and then put cake on my fingers and ran my finger across their faces it was fun.

When ideas run dry

Don't you hate it when you try to think of something to do but never can because there is nothing to do. Well i face the samething and it annoys me sometimes. Its hard to give me a motivation because when you try to think its like nothing. When you see a student who does all his work and seems like hes doing nothing don't blame him hes just running dry and is stumped on what to do next for example after you finish doing whatever your goal is you don't know what to do next.

My birthday

So im getting older and getting closer to where i want to be. my mum is throwing a little party on saturday and my soon to be dad is gunna get me a game late saturday or sunday. I feel more happier this year because years before because my birthdays ended up in a catastrophe and ever since then ive always hated my birthday and never told anyone about it because i didnt want to risk anything. Im hoping that this party doesnt end up in hell or something terrible will happen...
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D.R.E.A.M.

Determination
Respect
Expectations
Admiration
Morale
Success

mario is my inspiration

Mario is a childhood hero to all americans. He iis well known for defeating bowser countless times and for saving Princess Peach. He never gives up and always continues to go on an adventure although Princess Peach always gets kidnapped by the bad guys. I also respect Luigi because even though hes scared all the time he looks up to his brother ands aves him once in the game Luigi's Mansion. If everyon had the courage mario had and the determination to do something like Luigi there would be so many things mankind can accomplish.

Games To Goals

When you play games you always need to get to the last level. Theres always a goal with a reward; when you compare reality to games its not that diffrent. We all have a goal in life and we have to go through levels to face them. Think of it as one HUGE game in which your goal is to reach your dream and there are no retrys. When you think about it you always never want to trip up on sommething that can affect your future. There are checkpoints in the game like highschool and college. When you go to College it is like the last level of your game and the last boss is the final exam. Once you beat it you will get your reward.

Dream Poem

OH how Martlin Luther King,
and his godly dream,
a dream that has been acheived,
something that man has perceived,
this dream that was made possible through his blood,
this time truth was the flash flood,
we can do the same
behold a spirits undying flame
I cant do it!
Yes you can!
you just need to make yourself a plan.

The Scariest Thing that happened in my Neighborhood

The most scariest thing that happened in my neighborhood was when Joe and I were hanging outside. I was 9 at the time and my bud Joe was 7; My friend Joe was teasing a dog and playing with it. Well I was afraid of dogs since it was my first time bieng close to a dog. Joe's dad's friend was there rennovating the house and payed no attention to Joe. Thats when Joe told me to pet the dog; I didn't know what to do at the time since the dog was in my face and was just staring at me. So I slowly lift my hand and hover it over its head and it deciding to chomp on my hand. I was horrified when that happened and ran back to my house justt yelling "IT BIT ME! IT BIT ME!" and just kept repeating it. Joe's dads friend stopped the dog since it tried chasing me. But  didnt care I was in immense pain since i was bleeding out of my hand and fingers. I rush upstairs and my mom hears me scream and rushes towards me. My mom rushes me to the bathroom and pushes the blood out over running cold water. Joe and his dad come up and Joe was scolded for telling me to pet the dog. We rushed to the ospital to see if the dog infected me with rabies and I wasn't i can't remember what happened after. 

BORED

im bored and i dont know why. Your Other mothers can't deny. When you walk through the door to that itibitty place and theres nothing in your face. you get BORED!

From Eden to Home

Oh and Adam and Eve,
Oh God has blessed thee,
Immortality and Paradise,
They have what they need,
Then Evil Came forth,
To Eve a goal she must achieve,
To her it is the truth and she wants to believe,
She has eaten the forbbiden fruit,
Oh Adam is now impute,
They have both consumed,
Their end has come soon,
The weather goes gloom,
Adam has gone back to dust,
While Eve is left on the Earth,
So she may rot,
She gives forth her fruits of life,
So they may live forever more,
Not to repeat their impudent behavior,
Do not be distracted by your goal,
If you follow this rule,
Heaven you shall go.

The Dreams of Man

Bequeathed to sons,
by the fathers of life,
dreams have sprouted,
protected by the angel Afriel,
mother Earth shall bid us farewell,
our lives shall pass beyond the heavens,
luckier than the number seven,
a gleaming star,
none at par,
But some dreams havea bad ending,
we are never pretending,
Apollo watches over mans life.
A sweet lullaby as the little one's blossom,
the young one grows and begins to dream,
and looks one that is beseem,
he looks at us,
we look at him,
we tell him,
all you have to do is look within.

Osama's Death

Now that Al-Qaeda's leader Osama Bin Laden is now dead those who have died from his terrorist group can now rest in peace. Especially the those who have died during the 9/11 attack on the Twin Towers. Many people celebrate in joy, but there is still one thing to remember, all though Osama is dead it doesn't mean someone else wouldn't come into his place. Frankly we don't have any clear proof confirming his death untill we see the pictures of his body. You also need to think on this Osama kind of brought the world together; There are some countries who hated each other now worked together to take down a common enemy. I'm not saying I support Terrorism its just 1 good thing we extracted from that experience. Now we wait and see what is going to happen next.

English II Performance Task: Uneasy Friendship

English II Performance Task: Uneasy Friendship: "Shes a wonderful girl with her hair in brown curls diffrent and unique that pinkish pigment on both her cheeks a delightful scent I would ne..."

Uneasy Friendship

Shes a wonderful girl
with her hair in brown curls
diffrent and unique
that pinkish pigment
on both her cheeks
a delightful scent
I would never want to vent
It may seem perfect
but with no disrespect
It was to be ment
We rarely talked
Disserted thoughts
We might say hello
but i dont feel mellow
i needed to end it
i couldn't defend it
but she proved me otherwise
she didn't want my goodbyes
she stopped this event
as the day went
we started a new
seemed too good to be true
we stayed as friends
when it comes to friendship...
it all depends.

My Hopes and Dreams

I want to wake up smelling the coffee in a succesful life, a game designer. It might be one of those unexpected careers but you can't blame a person for following his dreams. I decided to take this road in life when i was only 4 years old! Unlike the Wizard of Oz your path is never easy to manage and may trip on some rocks in life. I know that some people have fallen into pits and have still kept going and just climbed outta their own pits. For me i have slammed into boulders preventing me from moving on and sometimes my road would split into two seperated roads. You know whats beyond those two roads but your gunna have to choose which road you want to take. I faced such a road in the middle of my 8th grade year, I had to make a decision on which highschool i should take LHS or the Voke, But I had my mind made up way before I came to this split. During  my years in the Parthum middle school i have always bullied and despised everyone there, but my friends. When i found out most of my bullies are going to the Voke i quickly chose LHS. Not only did i make the right decision, but i made new and better friends with MOSTLY everyone in INT. And thats all for today folks .