Gentle

I'm a gentle person with great friends, but don't talk to them as much  because i don't view myself as worthy to talk for them or because i feel uncomfortable. I'm shy around a group of friends that talk about sports and music and stuff. Although I may seem like i'm a gentle person it doesn't mean i get flared up; reason why is because i have years of anger in me and tend on keeping in me till i explode and see the last of my days. I'm amazing a poems and writings and good at my class's. But, my life is never intentioned for good things during my present times like lets say getting a girlfriend or talking to friends in group without feeling awkard. Think of me as the modern day nerd...